期望

看到小胡，有種隱約看到當初自己的感覺。他有些自我，也有些輕佻焦躁。於是心中有些隱隱擔憂他的將來。不過忽然卻又想起，自己當初難道不也是這樣的嗎？儘管缺點與小胡不盡相同，但自己那時也同樣是“病患纏身”，給父母和別人帶來了不少麻煩。如果不是在叔叔這裡，現在的我會變成什麼樣子呢？恐怕會成為現在的自己所十分討厭的人吧。這不是說，現在的我已經如何如何，缺點仍然不少，但是因為叔叔這三年來不斷地教誨，比之從前，真的是進步不少。因此感到了信心，如果小胡在這裡繼續待下去，又有什麼可憂心的呢？當然，在這期間，自己也應該更加耐心才是。倘若沒有叔叔那樣將每個生命都珍重對待的態度，又怎能使本應被拯救的生命得到拯救呢？

Looking at Sean, sometimes I will feel that I have seen me in the past. He is a little egoistic and skittish. Because of this, I sometimes will get worried about his future. But afterwards I will also remember that I was also like that to some extent previously. Though my defects are not totally same as him, still enough to bring many troubles to others. If I had not come here, what would I have become now? Probably the person who I really dislike. Of course, this doesn’t mean I am good enough now, but looking back, due to uncle’s incessant education, I actually get much better. Because of this, I regained confidence, feeling sure that if Sean continues to stay here, there will be nothing to worry about. But needless to say, I also need to be more patient. Had I not the cautious attitude of uncle’s towards each life, how could they, who should have been saved be finally saved.