不久就要開學了，聽說這學期的課程有英語和寫作，不禁十分開心。這樣想來，也確實很久沒有上過專門的語文課了。不過有趣的是，雖然很喜歡看些亂七八糟的網路小說，從前的我實際上是極其厭惡學校裏的語文課的；上課時大多時候都是在書本上亂寫亂畫，或則是在愣神發呆；只有在寫作文的課上還有些許精神，卻仍然常常感到下筆時內心的貧瘠和凝滯。所以到現在能有這樣的熱愛，能夠感受到文學的美與趣味，實在是多虧來了叔叔這裏。現在，我時常感到這樣的熱愛其實也是對生活和世界的熱愛；我愈加感到自己想要去瞭解更多，也因此漸漸不再患有趣味和思想的貧乏症，不再像從前整日傻愣愣地大笑、生氣又傻愣愣地將每天都虛耗掉。
The beginning of the next term is arriving; hearing that I had classes of writing and English, I felt very happy. Indeed, I haven’t had literary classes for a long time. But the interesting is that, though I liked those terrible internet literature very much, I actually hated the literary classes in my previous school to such an extent that I pretty much did nothing but scrawling on my book or letting my mind fly out of my brain; that only on the writing classes, did I have some spirit, though I often felt empty when I was trying to write something. So, it is very lucky that I have come here, so that I can have thus enthusiasm, and am able to taste the interest and beauty of literature. Now, I often feel that, this enthusiasm in fact comes from the enthusiasm for life and world; I want to know more, and this way, am losing the emptiness of my mind, not foolishly laughing and being angry away every day.
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