最近反思自己內心，感覺到一種以前總是在腦中徘徊的問題：安逸心。其實早在中國的時候，就總是很困惑一個問題，那就是為什麼會因為回家的事情心裏打架，想要回家卻又不想回家，就感到這樣一種心情，內心很混亂，並且在回家很長時間之後，總是又產生出一種不想回學校的想法，現在我瞭解到，這都是因為安逸心在作祟，在我想回家的時候，是內心想要追求一種享受，是一種不求上進的心理狀態，而不想回家則是內心善的一面在起著作用，叔叔常說：人都有兩面性，一個好的你，一個壞的你。現在的我們，一定要側重於那個好的自己，在我們該努力的時間，一定要抓緊時間學習，不要因為求得一時的安逸與放縱浪費了自己寶貴的青春。
I recently reflected on my own heart and felt a problem that always lingered in my mind before: ease . In fact, as early as in China, I was always confused about a question, that is, why would I fight in my heart because of going home, and I would like to go home but don’t want to. After going home for a long time, I always have the idea that I don’t want to go back to school. Now I understand that it’s all because of ease. When I want to go home, I want to pursue a kind of enjoyment in my heart.This is a mental state of not seeking to make progress, and not wanting to go home is the good side of the heart at work. Uncle often said: People have two sides, a good you and a bad you. Now we must focus on that good self, and when we should work hard, we must hurry up and study, and don't waste our precious youth because of the momentary ease and indulgence.