I remember watching cartoons when I was a child. When some characters face a choice, there will always be two things that look like him on the left and right sides of their heads. One represents the bright one and the other represents the dark one. The light self always has different views from the dark self, and is always arguing about having different views. Reflected in our real life, why is this not the case? My uncle told us that there are two you in the human brain, a good you and an evil you. I didn't feel much about this sentence before. Whenever I made a mistake, it was hard to think of it. I always found a reason to excuse myself at the first time: I didn't do it on purpose. Sometimes it is obviously doing the right thing, but always find reasons to shirk, or even be lazy, or do things with emotions. Now think about it, isn't this caused by the bad you manipulating your body all the time? Everyone has goodness and evil in their hearts, but we who have lived in an environment like China since childhood, the "you" who is not good in our thoughts will control our brains more, resulting in negative thinking, bad thoughts, and even actions bad thing. After staying here with my uncle for a while, basically everyone can feel their bad thoughts, and with the help of their uncle, they can eliminate the bad thoughts little by little. Of course, this is also a very long and difficult process, and the negative thinking formed by the accumulation of those ten years is difficult to get rid of. After three years of good study and three days of bad study, the environment created by uncle for us allows us to gradually eliminate bad thoughts, but if we get out of this environment, our state may plummet in a few weeks or even a few days. I think we are the luckiest bunch of kids because if we hadn't come here, it would have been impossible for us to get rid of our bad thoughts or even realize what kind of problems we have. We have understood these truths under the education of our uncle, and now we still have such a rare environment to change bad thinking. We must persevere in improving ourselves and at the same time know how to cherish it.
Brother Hank started taking me to practice driving recently. The first official drive, although it was just a circle in the parking lot, was a curious and challenging thing for me. Driving is not very difficult, but it takes a long time to practice and break in. At this time, it was the time when the sun was setting. I practiced circling around the parking lot to avoid the surrounding obstacles. From time to time, I could see the sunset on the opposite side through the church and forest on the side. I have to say that this is also a rare scenery.