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两个自己

记得小的时候看动画片,有的角色在面临抉择的时候脑袋的左右总会出现两个和他长得一样的东西,一个代表光明的他,一个代表黑暗的他。光明的自己总是和黑暗的自己拥有不同看法,并且总是因为抱有不同观点而争吵。反应到我们现实生活中,又何尝不是这样的呢?叔叔告诉我们,人的大脑中有两个你,一个善的你,一个恶的你。以前对这句话的感触并不是很大,每每犯错时,也很难想到这一点,总是会第一时间找理由为自己开脱:自己不是有意这样做的。有时明明是在做一件正确的事情,但是总要找理由推脱,甚至偷懒,或带着情绪去做事情。现在想想,这些难道不是那个不好的你一直操纵着身体从而造成的吗?每个人的心中都有善良和邪恶,而从小在中国那样一个环境中生活的我们,思想中不好那个“你”则会更多的控制大脑,从而造成负面思维、不好的想法,甚至做坏事。在叔叔这里呆上一段时间后,基本上所有人都能够感受到自己那个不好的思想,并在叔叔的帮助下一点一点的消除这不好的思想。当然这也是一个十分漫长而又艰难的过程,那十几年的积累从而形成的负面思维是很难去掉的。学好三年,学坏三天,叔叔为我们营造的环境使我们慢慢的消除着不好的思想,但是如果一旦脱离这个环境,那么可能几周甚至几天之后状态就可能一落千丈。我认为我们是最幸运的一群孩子,因为我们如果没有来到这里,根本不可能改掉自身的那些不好的思想,甚至不可能意识到自己拥有什么样的毛病。我们在叔叔的教育下懂得了这些道理,并且现在还拥有这样一个难得的环境去转变不好的思维,我们一定要坚持不懈的提高自己,同时也要懂得珍惜。


I remember watching cartoons when I was a child. When some characters face a choice, there will always be two things that look like him on the left and right sides of their heads. One represents the bright one and the other represents the dark one. The light self always has different views from the dark self, and is always arguing about having different views. Reflected in our real life, why is this not the case? My uncle told us that there are two you in the human brain, a good you and an evil you. I didn't feel much about this sentence before. Whenever I made a mistake, it was hard to think of it. I always found a reason to excuse myself at the first time: I didn't do it on purpose. Sometimes it is obviously doing the right thing, but always find reasons to shirk, or even be lazy, or do things with emotions. Now think about it, isn't this caused by the bad you manipulating your body all the time? Everyone has goodness and evil in their hearts, but we who have lived in an environment like China since childhood, the "you" who is not good in our thoughts will control our brains more, resulting in negative thinking, bad thoughts, and even actions bad thing. After staying here with my uncle for a while, basically everyone can feel their bad thoughts, and with the help of their uncle, they can eliminate the bad thoughts little by little. Of course, this is also a very long and difficult process, and the negative thinking formed by the accumulation of those ten years is difficult to get rid of. After three years of good study and three days of bad study, the environment created by uncle for us allows us to gradually eliminate bad thoughts, but if we get out of this environment, our state may plummet in a few weeks or even a few days. I think we are the luckiest bunch of kids because if we hadn't come here, it would have been impossible for us to get rid of our bad thoughts or even realize what kind of problems we have. We have understood these truths under the education of our uncle, and now we still have such a rare environment to change bad thinking. We must persevere in improving ourselves and at the same time know how to cherish it.


最近虎哥开始带我练车了,上周天是我第一次正式的开车,虎哥在告诉我一系列开车最基本的一些知识之后,我就转动车钥匙,开始正式的练习了。练习地点我们选在附近的停车场中,场地很安全,同时也有很多障碍物,如井盖,水泥台子等,我需要躲避这些东西并且在规定的路线上绕圈。所以对我来说这也是一件充满好奇同时也具有挑战性的事情。开车并不十分困难,但是需要长时间的练习,磨合。此时正值太阳落山的时间,围着停车场练习转圈,躲避周围的障碍物,不时还能透过一旁的教堂和森林看到对面的夕阳,不得不说,这也是一道难得的风景。伴随着蓝天逐渐变成黑夜,第一次开车练习也逐渐到了尾声。感觉这次开车学到了很多,并且接下来只要运用叔叔教的方法和不断的练习,相信不久后就能够自己就能够驾驶在在真正的马路上了。


Brother Hank started taking me to practice driving recently. The first official drive, although it was just a circle in the parking lot, was a curious and challenging thing for me. Driving is not very difficult, but it takes a long time to practice and break in. At this time, it was the time when the sun was setting. I practiced circling around the parking lot to avoid the surrounding obstacles. From time to time, I could see the sunset on the opposite side through the church and forest on the side. I have to say that this is also a rare scenery.

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