內心的變化

最近晚上讀文章的時候，真正的能感受到自己內心的變化。從前自己在讀文章或聽文章的時候，只是把那些文章當成一個故事，根本不相信。當聽到感人的地方的時候內心可能會有顫動，可也就只是一瞬間，過後就會忘掉。現在，當聽到文章中感人的地方的時候真的會情不自禁的落淚。同時也會真正的通過讀文章聯想到自己的不足，這種想法是以前從來沒有的。真的感覺好像心裏有一扇門，在來到叔叔這裏之後被慢慢的打開了，然後自己真正的能發自內心的接受很多東西，同時當別人幫忙指出我的問題的時候也能真正的去反思。有這種思維方式真的特別幸運，這也是來到叔叔這裏之後才感覺到的，因為有這種思維方式可以及時的改正自己，調整自己的狀態。真的不像以前，讀什麼文章都不會有感觸，別人說什麼自己都不會聽。感覺自己現在慢慢的有了這種意識真的特別高興，但還是要嚴格的要求自己，保持好自己的狀態，不能放松。

Recently, when I read articles in the evening, I really felt the change in my heart. When I used to read or listen to articles, I just regarded them as a story and didn't believe them at all. When you hear something touching, your heart may vibrate, but it's only for a moment, and then you'll forget. Now, I can't help crying when I hear the touching part of the article. At the same time, I can really think of my own shortcomings through reading articles, which I never had before. I really felt like there was a door in my heart, which was slowly opened after I came to my uncle. Then I could really accept a lot of things from my heart, and I could really reflect when others pointed out my problems. I'm really lucky to have this way of thinking, which I didn't feel until I came to uncle here, because I can timely correct myself and adjust my state with this way of thinking. Really unlike before, read what articles will not have feelings, others say what they will not listen to. I feel that I am very happy to have this kind of consciousness slowly now, but I still need to be strict with myself, keep my own state, and cannot relax.

前些天在後院看到一只浣熊和幾只松鼠，突然有一種說不出來的感覺湧進心頭，感覺鼻子酸酸的。當看到他們的身影在厚厚的白雪中尋找食物的時候真的感到他們的無助，冬天要冒著寒冷的雪天，走很長的路才能尋找到食物。這讓我想到了我現在每天都能吃到可口的飯菜，冬天有保暖的衣服，可是我有的時候還會偷懶，放松對自己的要求，真的很不應該。那些小動物都會為了尋找食物去努力，走很長的路。而我現在有這樣一個好的環境，真的沒有任何理由不去努力要求自己，改正自己。

In the early days I saw a raccoon and a few squirrels in the backyard, and suddenly there was a feeling of speechless came into my heart. When I see their figure looking for food in thick snow, I really feel their helplessness. winter is going to be cold, and it's a long way to find food for the animals. This reminds me of the delicious food I can eat every day, and I have warm clothes in the winter, but I sometimes be lazy and relax my own demands, and it’s really not good. Those little animals will try hard and go a long way in search for food. And I have a good environment now, and there is no reason not to try hard to ask myself to correct myself.