从根本上改变Fundamentally change

从根本上改变

前段时间，叔叔的一番教育让我意识到了自己内心的阴暗面和处处算计的想法。更令我震惊的是，在叔叔教育我之前，我有时为了达到自己的目的，甚至会在内心告诉自己，我所做的一切都是对的，没有错误。我把算计和阴暗的想法视为自己聪明的体现和正常现象。

经过叔叔的教育和深刻反思后，我感到非常后悔和惭愧。反思之后才发现这些错误的想法全都是出于想得到别人的夸奖和显示自己的想法。现在，我时常发现自己还有很多自私的想法。

我知道，仅仅说出我会改掉这些不好的习惯和自私的想法，并不能代表我已经改变。我应该从根本上改变我的想法，重新从做一个好孩子开始，时刻警惕自私的念头和内心的阴暗，防止这些不好的东西再次出现。重新做人，不辜负叔叔对我的教育。

Fundamentally change

Some time ago, my uncle’s education made me realize the dark side of my heart and my scheming thoughts. What shocked me even more was that before my uncle educated me, sometimes in order to achieve my own goals, I would even tell myself in my heart that everything I did was right and there was nothing wrong. I view calculating and dark thoughts as signs of my intelligence and as normal.

After my uncle's education and deep reflection, I felt very regretful and ashamed. After reflection, I discovered that these wrong thoughts were all based on wanting to be praised by others and to show off myself. Now, I often find that I still have many selfish thoughts.

I know that just saying that I will change these bad habits and selfish thoughts does not mean that I have changed. I should fundamentally change my mind and start from the beginning of being a good child, always be wary of selfish thoughts and inner darkness, and prevent these bad things from appearing again. I will start a new life and live up to the education my uncle gave me.